Year 2025 – personal sharing
Today's full moon in Gemini leads me to share, take stock, and realize what 2025 brought...
I have written many times in my posts that 2025 is the year of TRUTH, so where else to start than with yourself?
It will probably be long...😅, I give space to my Mercury in Pisces, flowery speech is part of me...
I am an astrologer, but I don't work with the future, so I don't look at my horoscope to see what awaits me, and I don't work with the future in my interpretations either, because it seems limiting to me... I don't want to program your head with what the stars say...
It's very atypical in my field, I know, but I live in the present and I encourage you, my clients, to look at why you want to know the future? Which part of you needs to have that control over your life?
TRUST in life is my driving force even when I'm falling down... but I know that NOTHING HAPPENS BY CHANCE and EVERYTHING HAS ITS HIGHER MEANING...
Looking back on what I've been through this year, it's been a ride and sometimes I feel like I should have fastened my seat belt...
The first and strongest step of this year, I think, at the end of January, was distancing myself from my parents. I needed to stand up for myself and stop allowing myself to be put down and constantly criticizing myself and my children. It was my BIGGEST ACT OF SELF-LOVE.
Deep experiences began on the March trip to Egypt, which for me personally was the DEATH OF THE EGA... That feeling of inner peace when you hold space for a group where Lilith processes are taking place, an attempt to manipulate and take over the group, and you just hold the energy field and observe what is happening, you do not jump into this game, you offer the opportunity to talk and realize what is happening here, but the other side is not interested... That is also part of our life, respecting that the other does not want to... NOT TO JUMP INTO THE GAME OF POWER that Lilith in Scorpio was launching in the sky...
The May trip to Egypt was another deep inner caress with 4 other people, where we resonated on the same frequency and experienced so many loving moments, laughter and well-being....
SIMPLY BALANCE, which leads one to gratitude that this too is a part of life...
At the end of May we learned that our Amy had a tumor, and there was nothing we could do about it. Even now, as I write this, I am crying, the helplessness that is tearing my heart to pieces comes back to me…
At the beginning of summer, I experienced a month when we had 3-4 therapies in the pyramid a day and I was at the peak of happiness... I love your bright eyes, sharing how easy and beautiful it is for you, and the final hug at the front door...
BUT THEN THE FALL CAME
Since mid-July, when I experienced a shock at the end of a beautiful vacation that I cannot share here because it also affects other close people, the sinusoid has been going up and down...
Then came the Healing Festival – a wonderful 5 days of dancing and sharing with like-minded people, and especially with my beloved soul-sister Zuzka Žatečková. On the last day of the healing, my son called me to say that Amy had gotten really bad, and I felt like she was waiting for me to get home so she could leave…
I communicated with her soul, I wished she would leave on her own, of her own choosing, but her body didn't want to leave... Suddenly I felt that we had to make a decision for her, her eyes turned black and it was clear that her soul was already on its way over the rainbow bridge, but physically Amy didn't want to leave us...
We put her to sleep and I took her through a beautiful farewell ritual at the vet's, where I was allowed to play music and wrap her in a white sheet with 11 roses for each year she was with us. She passed away exactly on the day she came to us 11 years ago, and that's no coincidence. Accompanied by hooponopono and let the sweet soul fly by Maruška Tilšarová, we said goodbye to her and thanks to cremation, we have her at the roots of a tree called White Light in our garden.
Ufff ...
And then my husband and I went on a wonderful vacation to Egypt to go on a dolphin cruise with a wonderful group of people and at the end of our vacation my daughter had a party at our house...there was supposed to be a maximum of 7 people there and we knew this in advance and agreed.
But it got out of hand with my daughter, and there were 40 people there... There was even Martin Kocián from Lunetik, and don't ask me how he got there... They crawled through our entire house and were even in my work space, things were thrown around and some guy from this group decided to throw eggs at the kitchen counter... Well, it wasn't a total mess, my daughter cleaned for 2 days and we still helped her afterwards.
Have you ever dropped an egg on the floor? Wiping the egg white off the floor so that it doesn't slip is a real feat...
And this was the last straw for my sensitive psyche... Not so much the cleaning, but the fact that there were so many strangers in our space who behaved insensitively and inconsiderately... I feel other people's energies and emotions, and that house was full of them...
The energy cleansing took me a few days, and it was really too much for my sensitive nature and psyche...
Even though I poured out all my emotions as I recommend you do, it wasn't enough...
And so came TINNITUS – psychosomatic cause internal pressure
I had it for the third time, but this time the treatment didn't help me as much as before...
I WAS LEFT WITH A CONTINUOUS RINGING IN MY LEFT EAR... and as a lamb with the most sensitive part of my body, the HEAD, I had to learn to live with that...
It doesn't have to be permanent, but it wasn't pleasant, I know it can drive people crazy...
I HEAR THE UNIVERSE – there was a way to receive this frequency, and this tip was given to me by my friend who has it on both sides.
No group events or September and November trips to Egypt took place...
In the collective consciousness, the energy of realization has been stopped – a consequence of the retrograde group of slow planets…
The number of clients decreased significantly, so I started living on a financial minimum and since August I have not been able to contribute to the family budget.
At that time, I went to look at the transits on my Star Map, what the hell was going on there...
Saturn square Saturn - one of the most difficult transits in my case, affecting the area of health and work, transiting through the 8th house, the area of the psyche, and natively sitting in the 11th house in Gemini, concerns communication and vision.
Hmmm, ok, we have the culprit... Nooo, it doesn't really work like that...
Every astrological transit of the planets leads you to something.
And Saturn is a dense teacher on one hand, but also very wise on the other... despite limitations and obstacles, it will bring out deep awareness and wisdom from you...
Tramtadadá… and the winner is
HUMILITY… down to the knees…. humility for each of you who decide to come and support yourself with my work, and invest in yourself the most valuable thing – TIME and also money, which is the unit of exchange in this world (although it can be otherwise).
GRATITUDE… for my partner, my beloved man, who has been by my side for 24.5 years, and who holds me in those moments when I cry…
GRATITUDE… that I have a place to live, something to eat, and I am surrounded by people who love me…
GRATITUDE…for myself, my wise SOUL, healthy BODY and sharp MIND…this trio gives me a reason to keep going and love myself
TRUST…I accept this teaching as a gift that transforms me into what I need to be.
And if any of you have read this far, here are some tips that help me in these deep moments:
BREATH – I breathe in peace, security and trust through my nose, and breathe out fear, anxiety and an abundance of thoughts through my mouth
CHAKRA OILS from Egypt – depending on the type of problem, I apply specific oils to specific areas of the body, e.g. oil for the 1st chakra – I ground myself, release all physical discomfort in the body and head, dangerous….
HEALING IN THE PYRAMID… I lie down on a couch and ask for healing, release of e.g. stress, anxiety, fear, etc.… and then I feel the vibrations going through my body, as if my body is cleaning and sweeping out what I no longer need… I love the feeling of relaxation and a smile on my face that I always leave with…
COMMUNICATION… I talk about how I feel and what I feel, especially with my husband, and that brings us even closer… sometimes I need to use oil for the communication chakra – when I need to talk about my feelings with my husband and my hurt and fear jump out at me that opening up like this is really dangerous… but it’s not
THE POWER OF A WOMAN IS IN THAT VULNERABILITY, AUTHENTICITY AND SENSITIVITY...
I considered finding a part-time job to have some "security", but when I open the Work from the Corner app, my soul always screams: Nooooo, nooooo, you're done with this... this is not your path...
And I know it...
I know that I am living my mission, from your eyes, sharing and references I read how much my work supports you on your path to a happier life...
AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR THAT….
And with this post, I wanted to tell myself, but also you, that tough times always lead to a diamond emerging from the mud, that one door closes and then another opens...
That HOPE, FAITH and TRUST are helpers who are always there for you...
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL, LIFE IS PRECIOUS, LIFE IS FOR US
And how was your year 2025?
With love to all of us
Dear Aine
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I sympathize with Milo a lot, because this year is also one of the most challenging for me (before that, it was 2019).
I believe that the coming year will bring us the fruit and abundance that we deserve for our courage, strength and what we overcome every day, so that we can lead others. For me too, it is coming intensely towards the end of the year – he gave up on his family. So this is my next step along with others, moving, etc… I wish you much success
Thanks for sharing Peti, we're in touch, it's great that we can support each other ❤️ Good luck 😘